Monday, July 23, 2012

The Attic

The Attic

       This past Mother’s Day 2012, I wrote this poem for my mom.  I don’t claim to be a poet- I’m better at writing novels- but I like to give it a try every once and a while.  This poem is actually an analogy of life with a lot of symbolism related to life’s journey.  Give it some thought and see if you can decipher the meanings of the hidden symbols.  Enjoy! 

The old door creaked on its hinges now rusted
The solemn guardian of memories entrusted
I slowly ascended the wooden stairs before me
Which groaned beneath my weight- groans of weeping and mourning

At the top of the stair, sunlight did greet me
Through the windows at far streamed its rays
Breaking the musty cloud of dust in the air
The room cloaked in silence and haze

 There before an open trunk did I bend
And over its contents I lowered my head
Photographs and letters now faded with time
The garbs of the years did I study
But there at the bottom, resting beneath all-
Oh, could I be so lucky?

I lifted the article, the pirate’s treasure now found
A priceless treasure so dear
And the soft scent that still lingered in the delicate folds
Brought to my eyes brimming tears

 The stitches so even, the seams were sewn strong
At its perfection I marveled
And lifting the object in its resurrected state
Took a seat on the near chair that wobbled

 The cloth did I caress gently
My fingertips traveled o’er fabric of years
Long had I journeyed, felt cold nights of want
But the end of my travels I found here

 The beginning of my journey was the end of my road
In that quilt sewn strong, sturdy, and true
With love, care, and wisdom was our family built
The seams of our hearts sewn by you

 In the pattern of the quilt in the middle was a heart
I knew it could symbolize no other
The beginning of the end and the end of every start
Is stitched round the love of a mother


Book Theme Songs

Book Theme Songs

I don’t know about you, but when I write, I usually like to listen to music.  It helps get my thoughts flowing, helps my mind to stay focused, and helps get me in the mood of whatever I’m writing.  Sometimes I listen to classic or instrumental music.  I find that orchestral music is especially inspiring and easy to tune out to background music.  Another favorite kind of music that I often listen to is trailer music.  Only recently did I discover what trailer music is.  Trailer music is music that a person writes to be used in a movie- with a license of course- although it isn’t written for a specific movie; it’s made to be used for like background music.  Because of this, trailer music sounds like a soundtrack from a movie, and if you find a great composer, the music has the same dramatic, emotional, and powerful sounds from a Hollywood production.  My favorite trailer music comes from Trailer Music and Trailer Music 2 by Kerry Muzzey.  One of my definite favorite trailer songs comes from one of The Ultimate Movie Trailer Music Collection albums by Hollywood Trailer Music Orchestra.  I also have a song called Butterfly Waltz (Bella’s Wedding Processional) by Movie Magic Orchestra on their Movie Trailer Music Themes album.  A beautiful song that appears on wedding music cds sometimes.

            For the books I write, I like to find a “theme song.”  A theme song for my writings is a song that seems to reflect the heart of my book perfectly; it just clicks.  Sometimes my initial inspiration for the book comes while listening to a song and that song will later become my book’s theme song like it did for my first novel.  For my first full-length book The Heart of a Hero, my theme songs were Family Man by Craig Campbell and Courageous sung by Casting Crowns for the movie Courageous by Sherwood Pictures.  I also had five trailer music songs that described my book exactly in their mood and feel.  If my book was a movie, these songs would have to be used.  I wanted to use them in my book trailer, but unfortunately, purchasing a license for songs can be very costly.  Here are the songs I was so inspired by.  On Trailer Music 2 by Kerry Muzzey: A Champion Rises, Miss Olive Rosemary Loaf, and Losers Finally Win.  On Trailer Music also by Kerry Muzzey: Burying Our Dead (Instrumental).  And the ultimate favorite of mine: Never Forgotten by Hollywood Trailer Music Orchestra on their album The Ultimate Movie Trailer Music Collection- Epic Combat / War.

            As for my new story Outlaw… I have finally found its first theme song!  It’s a song that I first heard in our church a few Sundays ago.  It’s called Give Me Faith and is by Elevation Worship.  A great song and definitely worth listening to if you haven’t heard it before.  I love it!  This song hits the heart of the message of Outlaw.  Thank you for your prayers as I continue my writing journey in this book.  The Lord has been speaking to me, and His inspiration is about to break through as I approach one of the most important parts in the story.  For a glimpse of this crucial scene, check out my new post on Heart-chords (www.heartchords.blogspot.com).  In a few weeks, I’ll be posting the actual scene from the book here for your reading.  

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Outlaw


OUTLAW

            Get your chaps and spurs and hang on for a ride in the wild country of the American West!  After completing my first novel The Heart of a Hero and submitting it into a novel contest, I have begun a new story.  The book’s plot has been at the back of my mind for two years now, but finally I’m getting it down on paper.  It’s titled Outlaw and is set in the 1880s American western territories- a genuine western with a slightly more warm-hearted feel and written in my Julie-style.  Gunslingers, robberies, and desperadoes?  Of course!  With a pinch of romance, and all combined in a message of God’s grace and the power of forgiveness and second chances.  I can’t wait to share a summary of the story and an excerpt with you all once I finish writing the book!  Updates will follow on my progress.  Please keep it in your prayers as I embark on this new project.

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

The Heart of a Hero

The Heart of a Hero

“Ron, I can’t stand it.  It drives me out of my mind every day having to stand by that drive-through window for eight hours,” Michael went on.  Eight hours.  Try it for a few days, and you realize real fast that eight hours is a long time to be making coffees.  For months now, life’s just seemed like one long nightmare.”

            “Well, working at Starbucks has brought in a larger paycheck, hasn’t it?” Ron questioned to which Michael nodded.  “And paying the rent on the house has been easier.  In truth, you’re better off now than you were while working at Home Depot, don’t you think?”

            Michael nodded with a sigh.  “I guess so,” he agreed reluctantly.

            “Truthfully, I can’t see anything wrong with the job then,” Ron confessed.

            “Well, there is something wrong with it,” Michael insisted.  He sighed heavily.  “I can’t explain it.  It’s just not for me.”

            “Are you sure it’s not for you, or maybe it’s just not for your pride,” Mr. Henderson suggested gently.  He watched as Michael abruptly turned his gaze away with a slight air of annoyance.  “Give me a moment.”

            Michael watched as the older man started back toward the manor house and then reappeared a brief moment later, carrying a handgun and a target which he set up several feet away.

            “There.  That should do,” Ron remarked, surveying the target with satisfaction as he returned to the wooden bench where Michael sat.  He took a seat beside the younger man.  “You have your gun, right?” he asked, casting him a glance.

            Michael nodded.  “I never leave the house without it.”

            “Well, go ahead and have a shot at it,” Mr. Henderson encouraged, nodding toward the target.

            Michael drew the gun from his pocket, and taking a second to aim, fired, sending the bullet piercing the very middle of the target.

            The elderly man nodded his approval.  “You know, I’ve had this gun since I was probably about your age,” Ron remarked, turning his gaze down to the gun he held.  “I suppose as a big army hero, you can shoot with just about any gun.  Have a go at it,” he instructed, handing Michael the gun.

            Michael accepted the firearm a bit uncertainly, questioning what his friend’s underlying motive was for the whole exhibition, but nevertheless, he aimed and fired.  Surprisingly, the bullet hit in one of the outer rings far from the middle.

            “Michael, why do you think you missed a bull’s eye?” Ron questioned.

            He shrugged casually.  “I’m probably just out of practice.  I haven’t had much time to go down to the shooting range lately,” he explained.

            Ron nodded slowly.  “Maybe,” he agreed doubtfully.  “Or maybe your sights were just off,” he added meaningfully.

            “Ron, I’m sorry.  I’m not catching on to whatever you’re getting at,” Michael admitted.

            “Michael, we’re never going to hit the mark and attain everything the Lord desires for us in the seasons of our lives if our sight’s off.  If we’re too preoccupied focusing on the negative qualities of our situations, we’re never going to see the reason why the Lord’s called us to where we are and to walk the path He’s called us to walk.  And you know how our sight gets off?” he asked.  “By pride.  Apathy and indifference, by callousness, by pessimism- always looking on the downside of things.  Now I’m not saying that pride is a bad thing.  In fact, I think it’s good to have a sense of pride.  I know you’re probably proud of your family and of your accomplishments.  That’s good; a little pride is healthy.  But when your pride restricts your service to the Provider of all you’re proud of… that’s when it’s time to get your pride back in check again,” he clarified. 

“You know, I never liked this gun because I could never get the sights just right on it,” Ron went on, indicating to the gun he held again.  “Having a negative perspective of our situation is only going to make us more discontent with it, and from the position of others… nobody likes to be around a pessimist.  And what’s more, do you think God likes to use an instrument that’s unprepared for His use, a weapon whose sights are off and who’s unwilling to be used in the battle?”  He paused.  “Michael, with your heart for others, I know the Lord has a plan and a purpose for calling you to exactly the position you find yourself in right now.  You come face to face with so many people every day working in that coffee shop, and I truly believe that the Lord wants to use you to influence the lives of those people that cross your path.  But it’s not going to happen if you’re not prepared to be used.  You’re just going to keep missing the mark unless you get your sight set right again.”  He paused again, studying the man sitting there beside him.  “Unless you align your sight with His eternal perspective, you’re going to miss out on all He desires for you in this season you’re walking in.”


           In April/May, I completed my first, full-length novel titled The Heart of a Hero.  About one month later, I discovered a Christian novel contest online hosted by Athanatos Christian Ministries, and considering that the contest rules apply to my story, I planned to submit The Heart of a Hero into the contest.  In fact, I did so just today.  The final day for entry is September 1st.  For more information on the contest, see www.christianwritingcontest.com.

            For several weeks now, I have been working diligently at preparing my story for submission.  People truly underrate the job of an author.  There’s so much more to writing a book than simply coming up with an interesting plot and typing it out.  There’s proofreading, editing, rewriting, researching, plotting, planning, and outlining.  Fortunately, I had some help in the steps after writing the first draft of my book.  I want to thank my mom especially for aiding me in proofreading my final manuscript, which was no trivial task considering the story is 60,000+ words. 

Needless to say, this contest could be a tremendous milestone in my writing career if I win.  I would really appreciate prayer for the contest- that the Lord will use my book to touch the life of at least one of the judges that reads it, regardless of whether or not it’s His will for me to win.  Of course, no one enters a contest without a desire to win though, and I’m especially eager to receive the promised feedback and suggestions for my story.  I’ll post more about the contest later once I receive any further details pertaining to my book.

The book is obviously not published yet; however, if you’re interested in learning more of what the book is about I have included below a brief summary of the book as well as a book trailer and a slideshow interview of me talking a little about The Heart of a Hero.  A word about the book trailer and interview: generally, I’m a rather soft-spoken person so I’d advise you to listen to my interview with ear-buds to ensure that you can hear my replies clearly; the trailer also has some dialogue which is unfortunately much quieter than the rest of the trailer so it’ll take some frequent adjustment of your volume as you watch it.  And a correction to a statement made in my interview: at the time that I recorded my answers, I had forgotten another place in the story that doesn’t actually exist in real life- Mr. Henderson’s estate.  Besides Ron Henderson’s house and the Lahayes home, however, every other place is a real location.  I want to also give a special recognition to my father and to my best friend, both of whom allowed me to use their voice talents in my book trailer.  Thank you, Daddy and Christian, for your incredible cooperation and support. 

Being on a tight budget, I made both the book trailer and interview slideshow myself on my little Acer netbook.  I don’t claim to be an expert at making either; in fact, this is my first experience with book trailers and interviews.  I sincerely hope you enjoy them nonetheless though.                    
If you like the royalty-free music, sound effects, and pictures, check out: www.danosongs.com and  www.royaltyfreemusic.com as well as www.123rf.com


Book Summary:

In The Heart of a Hero, United States Army general Michael Lahaye is forced to retire from a successful military career when a tragic accident in an Afghanistan village leaves him with severe memory loss and post-trauma.  Ten years later, he finds himself the owner of a thriving horse-training business, married to his sweetheart, father to three children, and the resident of a beautiful home in Loganville, Georgia.  Life seems like it couldn’t get any better for him.

In an unexpected turn of events however, Michael finds his world drastically shaken and altered.  When a devastating tragedy strikes his family, Michael is left in recognition that he didn’t hold as much control over his life as he had thought he did.  Through the hardships that follow however, Michael comes to the realization that he had never fully adjusted to civilian life again, and he must face the challenges of overcoming the drive of his army experiences.  With the aid of his elderly friend and mentor Ron Henderson, Michael begins a journey of discovering what defines a true hero- a hero in God’s sight.  Through the trials he and his family face, Michael uncovers the truths of how to truly become a hero by character and not only by title as he learns how to overcome the daily struggles of life and the enemy encounters that hinder a walk with Christ.  It’s a story of one man’s journey and how his faith and willingness to follow the Lord’s will touched the lives of others and made a difference in his community.  The journey of “a man of love, a life of courage and integrity… and the heart of a hero.” 


*I’m aware that the quality of these videos is not the best.  I have uploaded the videos multiple times, but there seems to be a malfunction in the uploading process every time.  Needless to say, there isn’t much else I can do to correct the problem; I suppose sometimes you have to meet computers halfway and come to terms.  The videos have corrected themselves to an extent, but the quality of the videos is still pretty blurry if you can get the videos to play at all; however, there are ways around the problem.  I’ve done some experiments and here are the results:  I’ve learned that the videos will not play on Apple’s iPhone or Amazon’s Kindle Fire tablet.  They will play however on an Android RAZR smart phone, but the quality’s very blurry.  From what I’ve found, the videos will play fine on laptops and a Blackberry Playbook tablet so long as you keep it in the small-view; full-screen view makes the picture blurry.  I realize there are a lot of stipulations to watching these videos- ear buds, a laptop- but I hope you find that the videos are worth it.  Enjoy!  J

The Heart of a Hero book trailer

The Heart of a Hero interview with the author


“The Lord is always more concerned with the man
that you are than the man that you were.

Story of Joe & John

Story of Joe and John

May 19th – May 28th, I had shared a series of posts on my Heart-chords blog in honor of our armed forces.  In each of those posts, I included another scene to a patriotic short story.  Below are all of the scenes compiled.  For the corresponding posts, check out my Heart-chords blog at www.heartchords.blogspot.com.



The summer afternoon found the Hartsfield International Airport alive with activity.  People milled about, saying their last goodbyes to their loved ones- friends and relatives; others rushed by, hurrying to arrive at their terminal gate on time to catch their flights.  Amidst the chaos of the crowd, however, two men attired in military camouflage stood with their families.

            Setting his duffle bag down upon the floor, John inaudibly drew a deep breath, bracing himself for the goodbye.  Bending down, he placed his hands upon the little shoulders of his seven-year-old son.  “Christopher, you take care of Mommy and your sister for me while I’m gone, all right?” he instructed gently.  “Mommy’s going to need your help with Lily and the new baby, and she’s going to need a lot more hugs now.”

            His little son solemnly nodded his small head.  “Yes, sir.  I’ll help,” he promised.

            John forced smile.  “That’s a good boy.”  He drew him closer into a bear hug, his son’s little arms tightening about his neck as the tears ran silently down his cheeks and onto the shoulder of his father’s camouflage jacket.

            “I wish I could go with you to help, Daddy,” he whispered.

            “You’re helping me best by staying here to take care of Mommy and Lily,” he assured him.  “I’ll be back home before you know it,” he promised.  He gave the little back an encouraging pat as his son straightened again, and rising to his full height, John ruffled his son’s hair affectionately with a supportive smile.

            He turned to his wife standing there beside their son.  “Amy, I will make it back again,” he assured her.

            She nodded slightly, forcing a smile through the tears that threatened to fall at any moment.  “Of course, you will.  You always do,” she agreed.  The tears broke from her control as he drew her closer in a last embrace.  “Honey, please be careful,” she whispered.

            John swallowed hard against the choking knot of emotions in his throat.  “I will.  I promise,” he whispered in reply.  Releasing her, he drew back slightly, and reaching up a hand to her cheek, kissed her other cheek, eliciting a tearful smile from his wife.  He turned his attention to their one-year-old she held on her hip.  Taking his baby girl in his arms, he kissed the head of soft, thin hair and smelled the baby scent that lingered in the folds of the little neck… perhaps for the last time.

            On the other side of the airport, stood a young man having just graduated from high school.  Joe returned his father’s strong embrace.  “Joe, you keep a good head on your shoulders,” his father instructed.

            Joe nodded, stepping back slightly. 

            “And don’t do anything rash or foolish,” his dad went on.  “Make sure you use your head.”

Joe nodded solemnly again.  “Yes, sir, I will.”  He turned to his mother standing there, the tears running down her cheeks freely.  “Bye, Mom.”  He managed the words as he hugged her. 

“Joe, be careful now.  Make sure you don’t forget your habit of reading your Bible,” his mother insisted.

He nodded again, releasing her.  “I won’t,” he promised.  “And I’ll write,” he added.

“We’ll be praying for you,” his mom assured him.

Joe reluctantly turned away from his mother.  Seeing the tears his mom was shedding hurt his core with an ache he couldn’t describe.  He shifted his attention to his teenage sister.  “Bye, Lauren… Froggy,” he addressed her with her childhood nickname.  He hugged her.  “Hey, I’ll email you, all right?” he told her, forcing a smile as he stepped back.

She nodded, offering him a smile in return.  “All right.  I’ll check my inbox every day,” she promised.

He drew a deep breath, casting a last glance sweeping across the faces of his family, wondering when he would see them again.

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            Joe sighed heavily that night as an unpleasant memory returned to his thoughts.  He could still hear the sergeant’s reproach screaming in reverberation through his memory.  Giving another sigh, he shook his head in discouragement, vainly attempting to alter the course of his thoughts to a pleasant diversion- his family.

            “Hey, Watkins,” a voice called out.

            He turned at the sound to see a man approaching to meet him where he stood at the threshold of the barrack door.  As he drew nearer, Joe recognized him as one of the fellow soldiers in his platoon.

            “Listen, I’m sorry for stopping you,” John apologized.  “I just wanted to let you know that you did good work today.  I know the sergeant was pretty hard on you,” he added sympathetically.

            Joe nodded.  “Yeah, I admit, even after boot camp, being out here isn’t what I had expected.”

            With a smile, John gave the younger man’s shoulder an encouraging clap.  “Everyone has to start somewhere… even after boot camp.  You’ll get a feel for it soon,” he assured him.

            “I hope so.”  Joe took a seat on the step leading up to barrack door, his companion taking a seat beside him.  “So you’re married?” he spoke up abruptly, giving an indicating nod toward the wedding band on the man’s left hand.

            John nodded.  “Married, and have a seven-year-old boy, a thirteen-month-old daughter, and a baby girl on the way,” he replied with a proud smile.

            Joe smiled.  “Congratulations.  How far along is she?”

            “Five months.”

            “Well, you won’t be around too much longer before going home on leave then,” Joe remarked.

            The smile faded from John’s countenance as he sighed.  “Maybe not.  I’m hoping to get time off not too far after she’s born.”

            Joe’s brow furrowed in concern.  “You’re not gonna be home for her birth?”

            John shook his head.  “Probably not,” he replied.  He sighed heavily again, his thoughts now miles away, and a brief moment of silence followed.  “Well, how about you?” he finally broke the quiet of the evening.  He turned his gaze to his young companion.  “What about your family?” he questioned in feigned light-heartedness.

            “Well, I just got here a couple weeks ago,” Joe began, “but I was living with my parents still.  And my sister Lauren… Froggy,” he added with a smile.  “When we were growing up, she had a favorite kids’ book about a frog and loved anything that had to do with frogs.  I started calling her “Froggy” and I guess the name just kind of stuck,” he explained.  “She’s fifteen.”  He paused to retrieve his smartphone from his pocket, and after several gestures made on the touchscreen, he held out the phone and pointed to a picture of a man, woman, and a girl.  “That’s her there,” he told John as he pointed to the girl in the picture.  “And that’s my mom and dad.”  He slid the picture to the next photo, one of a golden retriever.  “And that’s our dog Simon.”

            John watched the young man return the cellphone to his pocket, and noting the wistfulness that shadowed Joe’s countenance now, he decided to change the topic of conversation.  “So what are your plans for after you serve your term?” he asked.

            “Truthfully, I haven’t really given it much thought,” Joe confessed.  “I just knew I wanted to come out here to serve and see some action after I graduated.”  

            John nodded with a smile.  “I was the same way when I first enlisted.”

            “Have you been in the military for a while?”

John nodded again slightly.  “About eleven years.  Now that our family’s growing and our situation in life’s changing though, Amy and I prayed about it, and we decided it’d be best if I don’t reenlist again after this term.”  He paused.  “I only have one more year before I’m a full-time family man,” he added with a smile.  Another moment of silence passed before John finally spoke up.  “Well, come on.  Taps is going to be playing soon.”  He rose to his feet, Joe following his example, and together they disappeared inside the barrack.    

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            Entering her mother’s sewing room, Lauren took a seat beside where her mom sat at the sewing machine.  “Oh, Mama, it’s turning out beautiful,” she remarked.  Reaching out a hand, she carefully fingered the fabric of the quilt her mother was working on.
            Having stopped the sewing machine, her mother smiled as she surveyed the quilt she spread out across her lap, the heavy folds billowing down.  “Well, it’s certainly turning out nicer than I thought it would,” she agreed.  “After I send this one off, I’ll start another one with a diamond pattern this time.”

            “I know the soldier that gets it will appreciate all the work you’re putting into it,” Lauren assured her with a smile.

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            We’re all doing fine here at home.  I wish you could’ve seen Chris’s face when your letter came in the mail.  He was so excited.  Tomorrow I have another doctor’s appointment.  The baby’s fine though.  It’s just a check-up.  Yesterday she had hiccups for the first time.  Lily’s becoming a little steadier on her feet and doesn’t fall as much now.
I think about you all day, Honey, and you’re always in my prayers.  Every night Chris includes you in his bedtime prayer.  If you only knew how much you’re missed.

Pausing from her writing as her thoughts drifted to the foreign soil overseas, Amy smiled as she instinctively reached a hand down to her middle, now enlarged in her pregnancy.

“Mommy, don’t forget to send Daddy my picture,” a little voice piped up from beside her chair.

She turned her gaze to where her son handed her the picture he had drawn.  “Of course I’ll make sure to send it to him,” she assured him.  “Daddy will love it.”

“I wanted to make the truck green, but Lily sat on my favorite green crayon by accident and cracked it,” Christopher added, studying the picture his mother admired.  “I didn’t have much of it anyways so there’s wasn’t enough to use afterwards.  That’s why I had to make it blue,” he explained.

Amy smiled.  “Well, I know Daddy will like it no matter what color you chose to make the truck.  The fact that you drew it for him makes it special.”   

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            With a heavy sigh of exhaustion, John took a seat at the table, retrieved a fresh sheet of paper, and picked up his pen in the dim lamplight piercing the darkness.  The pen of black ink slowly made its way across the paper as he began the letter.
My dear Amy,

I received your letter this morning.  Chris’s picture put a smile on my face.  Tell him for me that I loved it and have it on display where I can see it every day.  I’m doing well, holding out.  Our base is well-supplied; there’s nothing I’m lacking except for my family.  I miss you all more than you know and I’m counting down the days until I can come back on leave for a visit…

           
            And on the other side of the barracks sat a young man…

A few weeks ago I met a man named John Carpenter here on the base.  He’s in my platoon and got here about the same time I did.  He’s been in the military for eleven years already and had to leave his family back home in Atlanta.  Dad, I know you’ll be glad to hear that he’s really strong in his faith and has been a great guy for me to be around.  He’s really been an encouragement to me.

Mom, I’m still reading my Bible every day.  Thank you for sending me a bag of your cookies.  They’re already gone.  They were so great, I had to hide them from the other guys.

I thought of you today, Froggy.  I saw a girl here on the base whose hair was naturally as stick-straight as you spend hours to get your hair like.  Of course she can’t do much with it as long as she’s in the military though.  I know I used to make a big deal about the mess you’d leave on the bathroom counter and the fumes from your flat-ironing, but truthfully, I wish I had to clear off all your hair goops and gadgets again.  I guess the novelty of being here’s wearing off a little. 

I’ll try to call you all tomorrow night, and I’m sending you a picture in an email when I finish here.  I know email’s a lot faster, but it just isn’t the same as writing and getting a letter in the mail.  Thanks for all your prayers.  I think about you guys all the time.

With Love,

Your son and brother Joe

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          As the beep followed his wife’s voice on the other end of the line, John left a voicemail for her.  “Hey, Darling, I guess you must be busy getting the kids ready for bed.  I know it’s hard with the change in the time zones and call period’s almost over, but I’ll call you again tonight and maybe we can catch up.  I’ll talk to you then.  I love you.”
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           Gunshots rang out from the middle of nowhere, splitting the air with the sound of round after round.  Explosions came from nearby, sending a thick cloud of smoke and debris into the air, making it difficult to see ahead.  Joe coughed as the dirt in the air choked his throat.  The squeal of another bomb being launched came along with more gunfire, more screams reaching his ears before the sound of another explosion followed.  The generals’ voices came hoarse as they hollered instructions amidst the chaos and commotion.  From everywhere there came gunshots and screams.
            Another scream rang out from close at his side… too close and the voice too familiar.  Joe shifted his gaze away from the scene before him to cast a quick glance at his side, panic striking his core as he made out through the thick air the form of his comrade’s body lying crumpled and motionless on the ground.  “John.”  His call was lost in the raging commotion of the encounter. 

            Hastily he knelt down beside the man, laying aside his gun, and reaching out, rolled the man onto his back to examine him as best as he could.  Still he was motionless from unconsciousness.  Joe checked his pulse.  It was weak, but still beating.

            His training from boot camp returned to his recollection, and he realized he would either have to move the man from the situation and from harm’s way or leave him to die.  There was no hesitation in the decision.  Joe turned, calling for assistance from a fellow soldier nearby, but his voice was once again lost in the uproar.  Still he took no time to consider the task.  It was instinct and ingrained duty.  Straightening from where he bent over the man, he attempted to move the wounded soldier from the field of warfare, dragging the man heavy in unconsciousness.  Suddenly another bomb launched screeching through the air.  Joe heard the sound near behind.  A single thought of horrified panic flashed through his mind but had no time to react before the explosion followed a second later, leaving his thoughts blank and silenced.      

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            “Joe sent me another email yesterday,” Lauren spoke up as she set the table for dinner that afternoon.  “He sent me another picture too,” she added.  “I saved it to my computer while I was at school so I can show it to you all after dinner.”  The doorbell sounded from the foyer, and she shifted her gaze up from the cutlery and napkins.
            “I wonder who that could be,” her mother remarked.  “I don’t think we’re expecting any packages.”  She laid the knife she held down on the kitchen counter beside the bell pepper she was cutting and started toward the foyer, Lauren following her steps.

             

            And on the threshold of another front door, a similar messenger stood, bearing the same news, and rang the doorbell.  At the sound, Amy entered the foyer, carrying Lily on her hip.  She halted abruptly in her steps as her gaze fell upon the man standing on the other side of the front door glass pane. 

            “Who is it, Mommy?” Christopher asked, coming up behind her.

            She gave no response.  She couldn’t.  The knot of sickening dread and horror that tightened in her middle rendered any speech impossible.  “Dear God, no,” she silently prayed.  Reluctantly she made her way to the door and unlocking it, swung it open on its hinges to reveal the uniformed man standing there.  One glance at the solemnness of his expression, and she knew her fear was true before he even voiced the grave words of her husband’s mortal fate.  She shook her head against the reality as the tears came quickly.  “John.”  The name faded from her lips in a whisper.  She pressed a hand to her mouth to suppress the sobs while they came more violently as the man began to relay his message.