Thursday, August 2, 2012

The Pain of Pruning

    

The Pain of Pruning      

           Below is a slideshow of pictures that I’ve taken at the Monastery of the Holy Spirit- one of my favorite places to be.  This movie includes a video clip of one of the liturgies and takes you on a general tour of the monastery as it traces the routine of my visits.  The pictures are set to one of my favorite songs as listed in my profile- 10,000 Reasons (Bless The Lord) (Live) by Matt Redman.  You’ll also see some women in the pictures and men who are not dressed like the monks; this is due to the fact that the monks welcome both men and women alike to extend their visit to the monastery with a stay at the retreat house and to participate in their services.  I admit, I haven’t had much success lately at getting my videos to upload properly, but if you’re trying to watch it on a mobile or portable media device and are experiencing difficulties, try watching it on a full-size computer or laptop, and you may have more success.
If you’re not familiar with the monastery, check out their website at www.trappist.net for more information and my Heart-chords post The Monastery of the Holy Spirit at www.heartchords.blogspot.com.
Also posted below is a story that I entered one time into a short story contest hosted by Xulon Publishers.  No, the story did not win, but I wrote what was on my heart at the time, and to me, that’s more important than winning anyways.  Yes, the monk in this story is completely fictional, but I described the Monastery of the Holy Spirit as the setting.  You’ll also notice that the monk in the story wipes his hands on his denim trousers.  Yes, the monks at the Monastery of the Holy Spirit are allowed to wear blue jeans under their habits; in fact, they can wear Dockers, dress slacks, khakis… I think whatever they prefer really.  The monks are also very skilled in bonsai tree growing and shaping.  For more information about their bonsai trees, visit their bonsai website at www.bonsaimonk.com.  Enjoy!


*All right, blog-reader friends, bear with me again.  My Internet connection is unfortunately very slow tonight, so I'm going to have to postpone sharing this slideshow with you until I can get faster a Internet connection to upload it.  I told you I experience difficulties when uploading videos.  :)  Check back in a few days and hopefully I'll have it rolling by  then.  Thanks for your patience.


The Pain of Pruning

Silence hung over the bedroom. With precision Brother Andrew snipped a sprig from the miniature tree, the stem falling upon the surface of the desk along with those clippings previously clustered into a pile. He sighed deeply, resuming his work though the reflection upon two weeks prior crowded close at the foremost of his thoughts. Lowering his shears to the desktop, the young man rose from his seat and disappeared from the room. 
Stepping from the cloister, he took a deep breath of the fragrant breeze wafting from the rose bushes nearby. Radiant sunlight streamed through the gnarled branches of the sylvan cathedral overhead. Giving another sigh, the monk began to stroll through the grounds of the monastery, pensive as his thoughts reflected back.
            Two weeks ago had compelled him to leave the monastery and confront that which he had left to rest in the past. Upon his visit to his family, he had been obliged to return to the life he had left behind. Nothing had changed. His family that had so discouraged him in pursuing admission to the monastery those several years ago was still as opposed to his monastic life as before. The young woman that had once said she loved him, but had later upon his decision to become a monk been quick to inform him that it would be a waste of his life, still believed it was his excuse to escape an occupation in exchange for only prayer and meditation, as she believed was all a monk’s day consisted of.
            Taking a seat beneath one of the oaks in the meadow, Andrew drew another deep breath, fighting against the war waging in the battlefield of his thoughts. Revisiting the life he had left behind had torn his heart in directions completely opposite. The possibility of being reunited to his family gripped his core with desire, and when Brooke had assured him that if he left the monastery things would be the same between them as it had been before… He sighed again. Everything within the corporeal of his emotions yearned to return to his former life, yet everything within the spiritual and his conscience reminded him of the commitment he had made. Tomorrow he was to take his solemn vows, professing to having permanently adopted monasticism and to dedicating the rest of his life in absolute devotion to God. The Lord had called him to where he was at that moment, he was still as certain of the fact as he had been when he had first taken his place among the brotherhood, and now he felt the Lord calling him to fully devote his life to being a monk until He should call him to otherwise. But yet to return to what had been…
            Tossing aside the leaf he had torn, Andrew rose, wiping his hands on his denim trousers, and started towards the chapel. Another breeze wafted, rustling the leaves as he passed in the trees’ shade. The church bells rang as he approached, the chimes resounding across the acres belonging to the monastery. Entering the sanctuary, a reverent silence greeted Andrew. Like him, the last few monks were taking their seats. Sunlight streamed through the stained-glass windowpanes and cast shadows about the walls and arched ceiling. All was silent until the service began.
            The assembly having dismissed, the other monks left the sanctuary singly until Andrew was alone. Still confronted by the battle in his spirit, he stayed there praying until at length, he left the sanctuary and returned to his bedroom, at peace with his decision. Tomorrow he would take his solemn vows.
            On entering, his gaze fell upon the bonsai tree on his desk, the last rays of daylight playing across the wood surface. A smile broke across his countenance as he noted the pile of clippings. Like the bonsai he was shaping, he too was being pruned. He was now willing to endure whatever pain may pass for he knew in time the harvest would be fruitful.
            I am the true vine, and my Father is the gardener…every branch that does bear fruit he prunes so that it will be even more fruitful. ~John 15:1-2
   
           

















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